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MIDNIGHTmy story your song 17 diciembre Winter breakFinally, got this tough semeter done, and acturally, done quite well.
 The florida trip was finally cancelled, but still get lots of things to do during the break. Write them down here as a remind. 1. Start searching for jobs.
2. Prepare for two tests in late Jan and early Feb.
3. Finish the readings for my final report
4. Do 'research' on cosmetics. This is gonna be fun. Haha!
07 enero 新年第一帖在美国，如果有幸在中国人扎堆的地方转转，你会发现找几个PHD真TMD容易。在这个申请的季节，我也很恶俗地像其它一些中国人一样为了可以给自己争取到一些奖学金，开始申请一个phd的program. 在美国念phd的中国人分很多种。有那种我很敬仰的牛人，学问做地好，也会生活，最关键的是，这些人知道自己真正要的是什么。读书嘛，总的有个目的，总不能为了读书而读书，想来这也是为什么在申请学校的过程中一定会被问到你的career goal是什么的原因。但是也有这样的phd，straight A student, research搞地也不错，可是不知道cooperate, 不理解compromise, 对sociolize之类的在某种程度上还持鄙夷态度。说好听点，你可以说这样的人很单纯，不会勾心斗角，不懂尔虞我诈，可是我实在为这些phd们以后的发展担忧，除了留在学校年复一年地昂首当他的phd，或者换汤不换药地搞个post doc做做，他们还可以怎样？也许你会说，只要学术上牛，找个学校当faculty member 也不错，在相对单纯的环境，可以搞自己喜欢的research, 又有稳定的收入，国内的爸妈还可以骄傲地告诉别人自己的儿子女儿在美国当教授，实在是why not阿。可是，nnd，美国这边的faculty member就这么好当的阿，况且咱们在这还是international阿，除了有拿地出手的研究成果和货真价实的研究能力，你还是得会找关系，会交际吧，没有connetion，funding哪是那么好弄的，tenure哪是那么好拿的。当然估计也有一些跟我一样冲着钱去，从一开始就想着quit的。唉，我只能说生活所迫，我们是该被鄙视的。ANYWAY ～希望那些巨牛无比的phd们，研究顺利，生活幸福，你们是真正的qualified phd, role model, role model 啊～
另外那些呢，如果能认清自己，好好完善一下，个人感觉还是有bright future吧，至少可以在美国立足，毕竟在中国人中也算是人尖了，否则也到不了这地方。当然，像我这样动机不纯的，大家也祝福下吧，希望申请顺利呀～～～～～～～
新年第一帖，大家支持～ 16 diciembre Hey, pls think twice~I'm always reluctant to appraise the people i'm not familiar with. One reason is that i'm not acute enough to look into ppl's inner life with only one sight. Another reason is that i have the every reason to believe that any misjudgment can hurt him/her in one way or another.Therefore, when asked about my personal feelings to somebody, in most cases, i'd like to give my response as not pretty sure or hard to tell.
But i gradually find that a lot of ppl are willing to, or even cant help telling their feelings about somewhat STRANGER. Isnt it too hasty to say she isnt elegent or he isnt gentleman when u only meet each other only once, or just viewing several fotos?
i never expect avoiding from other ppl's praise and criticize, but i do not like being evaluated in such a persumptuous way. If somebody still sticks to it, pls do not let me know. Thanks
27 septiembre Life in the StatesIt's the fifth day in the States n my new life really starts.
I'm now in the libarary of University of Houston, preparing for an exam n do some free reading. I have to admit that the libarary is commodious, comfortable n equipped with morden facilities. Guys here are in diversity, so I'm whiter than those African guys, but looks pale than those european ones. The lady sitting beside me may come from countries like Iran, as the beauty is wrapped with muffle. It's fresh to study in such atmosphere, and it really gives me a feeling of international.
31 julio 祝自己七夕快乐我是个很care各种节日的人,今天七夕,和VALENTINE'S DAY比起来,这个节日可能更适合我些, 天各一方,距离,思念,相聚,分别, 每个关键词我都有一个属于自己的故事.牛郎织女的故事无疑增加了这个节日悲情色彩,让甜蜜中带着悲伤,笑声中夹着泪水,跟我今天的心情,状态都很相似. 这会心里很乱,是该用点时间收拾心情,调整身体了.写不下去,就这么多吧. 祝自己早日开心起来.  20 julio BAKE CAKE前两天用剩下的cream cheese 又烤了个cheese cake, 还不错，比第一次做的上相．今天下午烤了个火腿肉松蛋糕卷，哎，最后几分钟小不在意，把表面给烤胡了点，不过妈妈说很好吃的，绝对不比蛋糕店买的差，哈哈～满足了．下面大家欣赏图片． 14 julio hoho
Home-made cheese cake~
i spent about two hours to make it. God helps! It succeeded.
wowo~ it really tastes good.
It's my favorite n also Rui's ~
Hope he can taste my cheese cake soon~
23 mayo GONNA SAY GOODBYEIt's almost the start of June. En~~~~~~~ a special month, gonna say goodby with my dear students, gonna go on the fight agaist ETS, gonna stop adding and subtracting 13 everyday, and the most important, gonna end my bechelor life and be an absolute adult.
These days, i wander around various websites, finding those beautiful bouquets, hairstyle and jazz music. Life is filled with happiness,beauty and fantacy, feeling that i'm getting young. EN, COOOOOOOOL FEELING.
BUT, i still be trapped in the net of missing, counting every passing day and i'm putting away those G words gradually, which really scares me.
22 abril ONe day leavei will leave nj tomorrow. It is supposed to be an one-day trip with beauty and expectations, bargins as well.
but i'm now a little bit reluctant, for it also means a 20-hour period without him, no voice n image.
i'm not getting accustomed to such kinda life now. En~ u'd better buzz me~
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